Saturday, January 5, 2008

You're a part-time lover and a full-time friend.

I can't even feel comfortable asking my mother if i can eat some Chinese after eating no dinner.
I can't even face my feelings for my best friend. I can't even decide how the fuck i feel.
I can't function around the guy I actually kind of dig. I'm good at creating awful, awkward situations, and I know he doesn't like me, how the hell could anyone?
and i know im making myself seem so pathetic, so lame. desperate, i guess is the word. i just have so much on my mind and i dont know what to say.
ahhh.
i need to breathe.
bye.

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