I'm slightly upset. things feel awry. at least one part of my life does. i heard somewhere that its a constant fact of life that when everything begins to find its rightful place and feel whole again, something else starts falling apart. and it feels like that right now.
i dont know how he lives with just ignoring my existence. i can't ignore him. it breaks my heart to know that he doesn't want to see me.
its inevitable that the feelings we can't control have ruined our friendship.
we used to say that we'd be roommates in college.
we used to say that we'd always be there for each other, as fucking cliche as i know that is.
all that's gone, and i guess i have to accept it. i need to learn.
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