lonelllyyy.

i'll apologize ahead of time, considering the fact that i'm in such a bummed out mood, this post will come off as pathetic. pathetic as fuck. definitely not proud of the pitiful tone i'm using, but i'm only being honest.
matt left for staten island, maybe an hour ago. and i feel like shit. i miss him. it baffles me that i'm feeling this way---i should be happy he came in the first place, but its just that i love him to death, and i miss him. so goddamn much. i don't get to see him often at all. so it hurts a lot when the time comes for him to leave.
i hate to sound so cliched. but come on, im a kid. a kid who's missing her friend. ive looked forward to this week for months, and it passed in about fifteen minutes. can you blame me?