no, i am not in a good mood.
no, i am not thrilled about going to school tomorrow. (am i ever?)
no, i am not happy about the fact that he 'may or may not' still have a thing for his fucking ex.
and yes, thats exactly what it sounds like.
i need caffeine. i need reassurance. i want to see samara. i want to breathe. i want to stop crying. i want to stop coughing. i want this frustration to just dissolve. i want to know that he's not with her tonight. i want to know that he still adores me. or that he doesn't. i just want to know for certain whether im being dumped, or kept around. it'd be nice to not have to hang off of every single word, trying to get an answer out of him.
i wouldn't mind it if i actually lacked justification for bitching on a blog.
because if all of this was totally uncalled for, i would feel stupid, and refrain from complaining.
thanks. you just wasted a 1.5 minutes of your life. as did i.
-sigh-
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Aawww, no, that time wasn't wasted. That's a touching peace of writing. It doesn't seem like it, but anger is a temporary emotion. In a week or two, it'll have settled down. You just got to focus on something positive. Even if it's just one lil' thing a day. x-o-x
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